~I Love my Ham bao bao~

Thursday, 31 October 2013 ' 4:56 pm Y

Thoughts and Feelings '

Been thinking about many things.
What if I ....
What if I....

Perhaps all these things won't happen.
Going toward a new stage of life

Officially become Mrs Wong on 14.8.12

Simple yet happy with our family members.

Many ups and down recently.

Somehow a lot of the family members are no longer as close as before which is predictable.

I always thought that if I organize event wholeheartedly, at least get some minor appreciation back or at least a wonderful memory to tell myself that everything is worthwhile.

But after several gathering, I totally give up.

Perhaps in my heart, I felt like sharing with them but there is always a stopper to stop me from sharing.

Action before words is actually not my style.

Everyone had their method of being filial to their parent.

Happen to had a friend whereby financial are more stable now but never had a chance to do what he wanted to do now. Cos the parent had health problems suddenly.
Somehow he regretted of keep delaying the trips that his parent wanted to go until now, it was too late cos this task can never be accomplished anymore in his entire life.

There is many things that we cannot wait especially health. If you are aware that your parent is having some disability in leg or other parts of the body. Do something for them before it is too late.

We only live once. We should live without regret to the minimum.

Even though my loved one wun understand me when it come to this.

Last but not least, I will tried my best to give everything to them within my maximum limits.

Dad, Mom, I love you.

Fries Loves Hamburger ;

Friday, 20 April 2012 ' 3:56 pm Y

对别人好就是对自己残忍 '

Today I take half day off. I tried my best to sleep but i couldn't.

What the fuck is wrong with me? And just stepped into the toilet. Aunt came and fuck tmr still need to work damn early at 7am.

I might perhaps think too much. but neverthless. the problem still arises

Whatever i like to do, i couldn't do.

Whatever i dun like to do, i need to do it every single day, single min and single seconds.

i been living in pple shadow.

Thriving hard for them but not for myself.

What had my world gone to?

Where is Tian Ee Lin world?

I want to take one month unpaid leave. if the company disallow then i had no choice but to leave the company cos i really need a break a damn fucking long break....

I need to breathe normally.......

Fries Loves Hamburger ;

Thursday, 16 February 2012 ' 3:34 pm Y

14.02.2012 The day when i am Mrs Wong '

14.02.2012

I was actually very sick and was on medical leave for 2 days for 13 and 14th Feb.

HBB just ask me to apply leave without telling me what he is up to and i was in fact still not in a clear state of mind as the medication somehow did play a part into it.

Around 8.45pm, He ask me where is his perfume? i was like "what, u asking a sickly pax to find ur perfume? He insisted and i surrender by searching his perfume.

Opening the cupboard was a bouquet of blue rose and i still said "oh the last yr rose was still here! this show how strong is the medication and definitely i am not in a very sober state. LOL.

He was like i just bought. Frankly speaking, my next movement was to close the cupboard and goes back to sleep. Indeed i did close and quickly open it again....Hahahaha...thinking of it now made me laugh non-stop.

Attached with the card "To Fries, will you marry me? From hamburger?

The moment i turned around, he just stand up with the ring inside the box. I was like stunned totally stunned.

After about 10 sec, i was like "hey u are not kneeling down!"

He replied "i scare u cannot see the diamond clearly so let u have a clearer picture first and knelted down in front of me. What a good excuse lei....

Then he ask me again "will u marry me? and my ans is ...haha...chinese "shui bian"

He was like -__- " in the face.

The later part i cannot rem but all i rem is ....he put the ring on my finger, i hug him and i went back to sleep.

Maybe this was not what he initally planned or expect the outcome to be.

However, to me...it short and simple but sweet. I feel so pampered.

Finally in my blog, a good news to share with pple.

Last but not least, Happy Valentine day to all! :p

End

Fries Loves Hamburger ;

Thursday, 30 June 2011 ' 9:02 pm Y

So tired...Really tired.... '

I am so tired of them making me so tired.....

Thankful for them for making me becoming like this...me....

Fucking hate this lifestyle...fucking hate the sight of myself...

How i wish i wasn't born.

Nobody is perfect...

Kimberly

Fries Loves Hamburger ;

Thursday, 7 April 2011 ' 4:21 pm Y

Thoughts and feelings '

Feel like blogging so here it is.... i will be leaving my current company and moving forward to another new environment soon most probably mid of april. Actually in working society, is there really someone that can be a definition of "friend" In SPH, i found it and i am glad that they allowed me to be part of their family. Sometime there might be conflicts, but we handle it well and i appreciate them for tolerating my temper which i know that they are controlling. it really hard to find true friend now... When you no longer play a part in this organisation, everything changed. I just had a minor accident and it was caused by a MIC guy. But luckily everything is being solved smoothly. but my baby red car haiz...workshop for 3-4days today finally they call and i can collect back my baby yeah! Actually being alone by yourself is not scary at all. Just feel a sense of loneliness sometimes that all. Last but no least, happy birthday my beautiful daughter yenting! stay pretty always love you and of course my adorable niece nicole chew. always so hiao and chio muacks!

Fries Loves Hamburger ;

Sunday, 9 January 2011 ' 12:12 am Y

Emo..crying.. reality...unpredictable.... '

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 TO EVERYONE!

Recently, i just managed to find back my long lost primary school friend, xiuhui. i am so delighted that i found her. afterall, FB is good in certain ways...lol

There had been a lot of changes happening around me. A lot of unpredictable events happen and some of the event, i choose not to know anything cos sometime it is better to be unknown. Even if you know it, it only hurts more.

You may say the word "hypocrite" if you think that is the way.

As years goes by, older day by day, i keep things to myself most of the time.

But sometime you just want to say it out to make yourself feel better.

So i will just write it out in my post.

A lot of things is hard to come by and it might only happen once in your lifetime.

I force myself to smile even though there is something hindering all of us to move forward

I pretend that nothing happen whenever we gather together.

I tried to tell myself that everything still remain the same as normal as what we used to be....

But i know i am lying to myself

I miss the gathering, i miss the movie outlet, i miss the laughter that we had in a particular house.

I know i am not the first in their list to invite most of the time cos i know i had not done a very good role as a cousin and my personality/ characteristics might not match with them and my temper...room for improvement..lol

Recently, it is my greatest 2nd aunt birthday which is today actually. happy birthday mama! stay healthy and pretty always...

Anyway frankly speaking until now, i still dun know what create the dramatic changes between us...when/where/how it happen i am totally clueless.

I finally realised this change when there is one particular day my colleague ask me "how come nowadays you never mentioned your gathering with your cousins?

it dawned on me. but i replied "we are busy with our life so no time at the moment"

But she replied: "i got see your FB lei, but never see you inside the photo"

I pretended that i never heard her and tried to dial a no to call. most of the time, she will ask my outing and she sort of envy the bonding between me and my cousins as we almost gather every 1-2months. To her, it hard to come by in her pt of views.

Emo is the word...crying inside my heart. the moment i found my pri sch friend that where i realise that if you really use your heart to found or treasure someone, you will find all means to look for her. i cannot found her becos i always type "Lim Xiuhui" but she put as "Lim Siew Huay"

that why i cannot found her in FB at all and i thgt she did not create acct in FB. I did send msg to her on friendster but no reply so i assume that a/c is not "live" anymore and my lead end in that area and disheartened for quite sometime.

Of course, you can't always expect things to be as what you expected it to be. life will never be so good. but i just hope that it can change for the better to where it used to be...but it hard huh?

i just wanna say...u all definitely had a place in my heart but not expressing it doesn't mean i dun care it just that i did tried but maybe still not good enough to enter to your world.

By the way, i had graduated. FB had the photo and i will just upload my most precious 3 little niece and nephew which i considered as my favourite photo. They always make me laugh.

Natalie: (Digging her nose)

Me: Stop doing that!

Natalie: ........... (i thgt she was going to tell me ok or "sorry or oops!)

Natalie: Yiling yiyi, do you know that you scare me?

Me: ......(speechless) er...

Natalie: You should say sorry to me NOW!

Me: O..ok..sorry.

Natalie: Cheeky smile.

--------End -------

Nicole: Yiyi can i play your phone?

Me: Pls wait for a while nicole

after a few second...

Nicole: yiyi can i play your phone?

Me: pls give me 5 min ok?

Nicole: 1,2,3,4,5 yiyi time up!

Me: NICOLE! *agitated me

Nicole: Yiyi, i love you...kiss on the cheek

me: *pass my phone to her. she win*
-----End -----

Fries Loves Hamburger ;

Saturday, 22 May 2010 ' 3:18 pm Y

Lost.....Reality.........Cruelty '

Started working in new company for less than a month.
Stressful is the word that i will say
Regardless the company is MNC or SME, the stress is forever the same.

In this world, who to trust or who to rely on even you yourself will never know.

My working colleagues i got no comment but i could said that i prefer the previous colleagues.

Just a feeling that all.

Actually...pursuing your own dreams is good but sometime reality make us very far away from
your dream....it is something like if you dun have big head, never force urself to wear a big hat.

Now my mind is a bit shaky about where i am heading or supposed to be heading
which one is the correct path or by taking a wrong step what will happen to me?

All along, i always wanted a car of course i had to admit that car is a LIABILITY.

it just a WANTS...not NEEDS...but to think in a positive way...it make you move FORWARD and not BACKWARDS....becos you are STRIVING to get something that you desire...

Come to think of it...i used to think a lot of things negatively as in afraid of taking risks or always think about others before myself....is that a compliments? i dun think so cos i tend to hold on too many things that i wanted to do all becos of this stupid symbol....."$"

But i know the more i DRAG on the more far away to achieve my "car" cos things will just keep increasing and will never drop similiar like buying a housing property unless there is economic downturn.

Had been debating this issue with my precious bao bao. i know that he had his own way of thinking that make sense but i guess my patience level is really very limited...

Just want to say sorry that he always had to compromise with my "future" thinking that even i cannot foresee that this will definitely be the outcome.

But my concept is i just dun want to have too many "regret" in my journey of life....Sad to say...i dun think i am young anymore as a women age...of course the main issue is i do not want to leave the world with misery and so many undone tasks that i set for myself.

Regards
Kim

Fries Loves Hamburger ;